Seungri 10 Part 'Star Diary' Part 7 "As soon as our eyes met, the tears...."

"I want to date someone normal. I don't want this difficult love..."

After parting ways with his first love, Seungri started focusing on practising for the musical 'Shower'. The girl who had been cheering him on to achieve his dreams was no longer there but that didn't mean he could give up on them. Then one day, she contacted him before one of his shows.


"She must've heard that I was performing. She said she was gonna come watch."

"Are you gonna come with your boyfriend?" (Seungri)
"...I'm going with a friend." (Girl)

Seungri wanted to give her the tickets himself but she asked him to send them by post. He wanted to see her face so badly. But he couldn't refuse her request.

"I gave her the best seats. I checked beforehand where abouts they were from the stage too. But when the time finally came, I couldn't see her because of the lighting."

The show continued, and Seungri really put his all into it. He was frustrated at not being able to see her but just the thought that 'She's watching me' made him try his best in every single scene.

"I was singing the last song when suddenly our eyes met. Tears were running down my face before I knew it. I bet people thought 'Seungri's good at acting' at the time, hehehehe." (Seungri did actually receive good reviews for his performance in 'Shower')

He thought, 'When this song ends, it'll really be the end of the two of us.' Behind the stage, he decided to run out and grab her during the curtain call. But when he came back on, her seat was empty.

"I made a huge decision before stepping back on stage but she wasn't there. But she texted me a while later."

"You haven't changed at all. Goodbye." (Girl)

"Her text probably meant that I was doing everything I wanted so well even without her. I put all my effort into my acting, for her, and even tried to hold her back but that must've made her feel distance between us."

'I love you' (Seungri)

Seungri's cellphone number changed after that day, and his agonising first love finally came to an end.


Seungri 10 r�sz "Star Diary" 7. r�sz: "Amint a szem�nk tal�lkozott, a k�nnyek ...."

"Azt akarom, hogy valaki norm�lis id�pont. Nem akarom ezt a neh�z szeretni ..."

Elv�l�s ut�n m�don az � els� szerelme, Seungri kezd�d�tt �sszpontos�tva gyakoroltak a zenei "Zuhany". A l�ny, aki m�r ujjongott neki, hogy megval�s�thassa �lmait m�r nem volt ott, de ez nem jelenti azt, adhat fel �ket. Azt�n egy nap, s kapcsolatba l�pett vele, miel�tt az egyik mutatja.


"Azt hallottam, hogy Biztos voltam teljes�t�. Azt mondta, hogy j�nni fog n�zni."

"Fogsz j�nni a bar�tod?" (Seungri)
"... Megyek a bar�tom." (L�ny)

Seungri akarta adni neki a jegyet, de maga azt k�rdezte t�le, hogy k�ldje el post�n. Szerette volna l�tni az arc�t annyira. De nem tudta megtagadni k�r�s�t.

"�n adtam neki a legjobb helyet. Megn�ztem el�re, ahol abouts �ket a sz�npadon is. De amikor v�gre elj�tt az id�, nem l�ttam �t, mert a vil�g�t�s."

A show folytat�dott, �s t�nyleg Seungri dugta bele minden. Volt csal�dott, hogy nem k�pes l�tni, de most a gondolat, hogy "� figyel engem" tette pr�b�lja a legjobbat minden egyes jelenetet.

"�nekeltem az utols� dalt, amikor egyszer csak tal�lkozott a szem�nk. K�nnyek futottak le az arcom el�tt tudtam meg. Lefogadom, gondolt�k" Seungri j� az elj�r� "abban az id�ben, hehehehe." (Seungri nem kapott j� kritik�kat tulajdonk�ppen az � teljes�tm�ny�nek "Zuhany")

Gondolta, "Amikor ez a dal v�get �r, akkor lesz igaz�n v�ge a ketten." M�g�tt a sz�npadon, �gy d�nt�tt, hogy elfogyott, �s megragad s k�zben a f�gg�ny h�v�s. De mikor j�tt vissza, � �l�s �res volt.

"Csin�ltam egy nagy d�nt�s el�tt fokoz�sa vissza a sz�npadra, de � nem volt ott. Texted De nekem egy kicsit k�s�bb."

"Nem v�ltozott semmit. Viszl�t." (L�ny)

"Az � sz�veg�t val�sz�n�leg azt jelentette, hogy csin�lok mindent, amit akartam annyira n�lk�l is neki. Tettem az �n er�fesz�t�st az �n j�r, neki, �s m�g pr�b�lta tartani a h�t�t, de Biztos �rezte mag�t t�vols�g k�zt�nk."

"Szeretlek" (Seungri)

Seungri a mobiltelefon sz�ma megv�ltozott, miut�n aznap, �s az � gy�trelmes els� szerelem v�g�l v�get �rt.