Daesung has been lonely lately. This is because he lost his cellphone during the car crash so he’s no longer in touch with his old friends, who he’d managed to maintain an unsteady but existent relationship with.

”When we were preparing our debut, I was so busy that I couldn’t contact my friends much. But I kept thinking of them after ‘Lies’ became a hit. I would feel lonely when everyone went out and I was left alone on our days off.”


After ‘Lies’ brought them to a slight a higher ground, Daesung was finally able to relax enough to look around him. But he says there was no one left.

He felt sorry to all the friends he had become distant with during the harsh training for his debut, so he subtly contacted them. Of course his old friends would understand his situation and take him back.

”My friends said they understood. I felt so bad. Whenever I saw one of my friends’ names while going through my cellphone, I missed them so much but I couldn’t call cause just so much time had passed.”

During their breaks, he contacted a lot of his old friends. But that damn car crash not only left Daesung with 8 weeks worth of injuries, but stole all his friends’ numbers from him as well.

”My phone went missing after the accident. I was knocked out so I don’t remember where it went, so now I can’t call my friends when I want to. Not to mention my yearbook’s disappeared somewhere too...”

He has found great joy showing his talents to the world and gaining fans and much love while performing as a singer. But living as a famous celebrity isn’t easy, even for Daesung.

”I used to really like walking. I loved to walk while listening to music. I feel a little confined and frustrated because I can’t walk anywhere I want like I used to. When I go home on the holidays, I walk around for a while with my face covered before going into the house.”

It hasn’t been that long since the members all got their own rooms. Three months ago, he shared rooms with Seungri. Although they’ve never clashed or anything and they do find each others’ presence natural now, he’s so happy now that he has his own room. Everyone needs their own personal space, right?

”I never leave my room nowadays. (laughs) Even when I eat I’ll order something from my room and eat it there. I think I spent most of my time alone watching movies though. I like sad, emotional, romantic movies. I’m not really into comedies when it comes to movies, but I like variety shows. Watching movies alone at night is so much fun.”

Daesung has been thinking lately that he wants to make friends. He’s close with many hyungs and noonas [older guys/girls]from ‘Family Outing’, but he wants to meet friends his age too.

”I can’t tell whether my cellphone is a watch or a phone. Sometimes I’ll leave my phone with some of the company people because of a concert or something, and when I get it back later I don’t have a single text. ㅠㅠ I wish I could have a girlfriend to even just exchange text messages.”

”I even watched the New Year countdown alone this year. I thought Youngbae hyung would be with me so I purposely didn’t make any special plans but I ended up watching it by myself. I watched them count 3, 2, 1 and ring the bell, then I turned off my TV, prayed and went to sleep.ㅠㅠ”

It really seems like Daesung is getting lonely.


FORD�T�S

Daesung: "Ha csak Volt egy bar�tn�je sz�vegg� ..."


Daesung volt mag�nyos az ut�bbi id�ben. Ennek oka, hogy elvesztette a mobilj�t aut�balesetben s�r�n �gy m�r nincs a kapcsolata a  r�gi bar�taival,  � neki neh�z fenntartani egy ingatag, de l�tezik kapcsolatott.
"Amikor mi voltunk felk�sz�lten deb�t�l�, annyira elfoglalt, hogy nem tudtam kapcsolatot tartani a bar�taimmal . De �n csak gondoltam ezek ut�n a "hazugs�g" v�lt a tal�latot. Azt �rzem, amikor mindenki egyed�l hagyott, �s �n egyed�l maradt a mi napig is. "
Ut�n a "Lies" hozta �ket egy kis magasabb f�ld�n Daesung siker�lt v�gre pihen�s el�g ahhoz, hogy n�zzen a bar�taira  . De azt mondja, senki sem volt h�tra.
�gy �rezte, sajn�lom, hogy minden bar�tai v�lt t�voli k�zben a kem�ny k�pz�st deb�t�lt, �gy azt�n finoman megkerest�k �ket. Term�szetesen a r�gi bar�tok, meg�rti a helyzetet, �s megteszi a mag��t.
"A bar�taim azt mondta, hogy meg�rtette. �gy �reztem, olyan rossz. L�ttam, amikor az egyik bar�tom neve mellett megy kereszt�l my cellphone, Csak azt nem �rtem �ket annyira, de nem tudtam h�v�st oka csak annyi id� telt el. "
Sor�n megszak�t�sok, s felvette a kapcsolatot sok r�gi bar�tok. De az a rohadt aut�balesetben nem csak elhagyta Daesung 8 h�tig �rdemes a s�r�l�sek, de ellopta az �sszes bar�tai sz�mokat t�le is.
"Saj�t telefon elt�ntek a baleset ut�n. �n ki�t�tte �gy nem eml�kszem, amikor ment, �gyhogy most nem tudok h�v�st a bar�taimat, amikor akarom. Nem is besz�lve az �n �vk�nyv's elt�nt valahol is ... "
� �gy tal�lta, nagy �r�m tehets�g�t mutatja, hogy a vil�g �s egyre rajong�k �s szeretettel teljes�t�se k�zben, mint �nekes. De �lnek, mint a h�res szt�r nem k�nny�, m�g a Daesung.
"�n is nagyon szeretem a j�r�st. Im�dtam j�rni, mik�zben zen�t hallgatunk. �gy �rzem, egy kicsit korl�toz�dik, �s csal�dott, mert nem tudok sehova j�rni akarok, mint r�gen. Mikor megyek haza az �nnepek, j�rok-kelek egy kicsit az arcom al� tartoz� miel�tt a h�zba. "
Nem volt r�gen, hogy a tagok mind kapott saj�t szoba. H�rom h�nappal ezel�tt, s k�z�s szob�ban Seungri. Annak ellen�re, hogy soha nem csaptak �ssze, vagy ilyesmi, �s kider�l az egym�s jelenl�t�t most a term�szetes, � �gy boldog most, hogy megvan a saj�t szob�j�ba. Mindenkinek sz�ks�ge van saj�t, szem�lyes t�r, ugye?
"�n soha nem hagyja el a szob�mba manaps�g. (nevet) M�g akkor is, mikor fogok enni, hogy valamit a szob�mba, �s edd meg ott. Azt hiszem, �n t�lt�ttem a legt�bb id�met egyed�l filmn�z�shez m�gis. Szeretem a szomor�, �rzelmes, romantikus filmeket. Nem vagyok igaz�n a v�gj�t�kok, amikor a filmeket, de szeretem variet�. Filmn�z�ssel �jjel egyed�l van annyira sz�rakoztat�. "
Daesung m�r gondoltam, hogy az ut�bbi id�ben akar bar�tkozni. � szoros hyungs sok �s noonas [id�sebb fi�k / l�nyok] a "Csal�di kir�ndul�s", de szeretne tal�lkozni bar�taival kora is.
"Nem tudom megmondani, hogy az �n mobiloddal is egy �r�t, vagy egy telefon. N�ha fogom hagyni a telefonom n�h�ny v�llalat embereket, mert egy koncert vagy valami, �s mikor kapom vissza k�s�bb m�r nincs egys�ges sz�vegbe. ㅠ ㅠ B�rcsak tudtam volna egy bar�tn�je, hogy ak�r csak sz�veges �zeneteket cser�lnek. "
"�n is figyeltem a szilveszteri visszasz�ml�l�st egyed�l ebben az �vben. Azt hittem, Youngbae Hyung lenne velem, �gyhogy sz�nd�kosan nem tett semmilyen k�l�nleges terveim de v�g�l n�zed egyed�l. N�ztem �ket gr�f 3, 2, 1 �s csenget, azt�n kikapcsolta a TV, im�dkozott �s lefek�dt aludni. ㅠ ㅠ "

Ez igaz�n l�tszik Daesung egyre mag�nyos.